A letter to artist

She had nice voice...

Beberapa saat yang lalu, sebuah acara di rancang manis untuk melepas seorang seniman berkelana untuk melebarkan sayap, bejuang dengan narasi otaknya dan kami..

Kami disini ingin dia berjalan tanpa tersandung, mengingat indahnya gemerlap malam dengan suasana manis yang sering tercecer, terkadang kehadiran yang dia persembahakan terlupakan oleh suara gitar kosong...

Hingga kami merasa dengan dia yang berkelana akan membuat senyap...tanpa ada puisi-puisi malam yang dia haturkan buat sahabatnya..

Nun jauh ... dalam epilogi otak, sebuah episode-episode manis ingin dihidupkan kala dia bersiap pergi... terhantar dengan senyuman, tangis bahagia ini untuk dirinya..

Hancur..

Kacau..

Bubar...

Hanya terlupa, terkesan sebuah kertas yang tak bertinta...
Salahkan mereka yang beradu dengan janji ijab-kabul haram... tapi setelahnya, maafkanlah...karena kami adalah manusia tak sempurna..

Kawan, ingatlah pelantun suara itu manis, walau tempatnya tak beristana.. memiliki kesempatan untuk melihatnya, walau terbuang oleh aromatik kebersamaan yang terkadang tidak adil. jangan pernah terhina oleh jambur dan jendela, kami akan selalu mendengar kabarmu dari semilir walet yang bermain di lantai samudra..

Benyanyi, bersenandung riang, bawalah alam duniamu dalam kemandirian... raihlah! bawalah nama besarmu nun didepan kepada kami, walau kau lupa, kami disini, ngayogyakarto akan selalu mendukungmu, setanjam tombak dan semanis bunga mawar.
Sebagai doa dari kami untuku... "..kami menantang kebesaranmu di kemudian siang, dan berbangga di rembulan penuh.."

Sebuah lagu untukmu ......


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transcendent beyond understanding

.......................maaf....
.....sekali lagi maaf....


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I was worried when they judged me at that moment ..

.... they try anything for make me smile again, give activity for its.. 1001 way for it, ... but i refuse all with arrogant, make they confuse trough bizarre alibi... please forgive my attitude...

Perhaps, today is final for them to understand,.. offshore is suitable place to release all my incubus on head, since sunrise i had prepared, waiting front door, waring socks,.. then suddenly .... scattered,!

Antagonize against angel, is major problem! in few condition, he lost, but at this time, she lost.. the effect contaminate the moods, spreading all around head, crawling down to body result hatefully to she,, i should quarantine its, on closed mind, incarceration soul.. disease can infect to surrounding system that incircuit on me, strive to you... yes to you!

coz of it, save skin from you is main aim. need to calm for rejected harmony life, i need to flay, winging through blue sky ... levitate on isolation far away from you and them. diving in tethys sea, to deepest on ocean floor to remembered that i down ...cruised on pangea, traveler from south to north, seeking aurora toilerry to healed.

transcendent... , those people have it, conceive the main issue on me, playing elegant ways just for advoid caos on me. thanks guys, for it, i respect those you are do. help me turn out tobe normal. a mother told me ...:

"...nikmati lah kesendirian mu dulu..ntar kalo udah siap menghadapi dunia, baru kamu keluar dengan tersenyum..."
.. i will..... and i do.


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Play and watch it, then you know the feeling
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P/S :
1. Adopted pic.
2. Grateful to Krany for wise word donated

die Theorie

Pssstttt......don't tell them!!
'the theory' is our secret.......

Subduction crust character, continental and oceanic or continental collation on earth created Everest mountain, its a simple example for it. When each, no one surrender about collision that happen, they so arrogant to stepdown. crust consist million rocks of great variety igneous, sedimentary and metamorphic that should brought harmony atmosphere for couple mammals that always form a pair, but they doesn't want rearrange the right one.

Continental crust, the most idealist think, which form the continental that consisting mostly of felsic or granitic rocks, its about 30 - 50 km thick, came from continent to shallow seabed. he walking to under sea-level, finding a piece of heath for pursuit of happiness its self. seeking the best for his life, trying anything, but it acward life, when mature changed his life, all that his see trouht the eye are become more than just white and black, but suddenly grey.

Oceanic crust in the other hand, primarily composed mostly of mafic or basaltic rocks, about 10 - 15 thick. came from ocean, crawling up. with a sensitive and nagging attitude, standing beauty-strongest, friendly but rushhour all daylight, ready on everyplace in surrounding location each corner. sometime confused someone with her activity, neglected primary essence of basic purpose.

Mantle, the interior of earth that consist both crust, a place of melting point of them. providing insitu-settlement for meting, chit-chat, knowing each other. oxygen had mixing them with romance until one of crust, sliding on his own-activity, all become catastrophic then blast on the air!. trying refixed condition but crestfallen on recent pair-activity.

.. in plate tectonic on earth, have they own way to resolved. some.. occur slide past each other, both crust neither crated nor destroyed but appearing new crust or divergent, some.. two plate collide and one forced under the other and as consequences, one being force under is melted or destroyed or convergent, some.. pass-hard each other, opposite lateral motion both of them crating friction or earthquake...... but for this case, no one expertise can predict.... neither continental or oceanic. hope the wisdom driven the idealism of both-side....

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Critical paper for plate-heart tectonic

P/S :
1. Read all carefully at readmore.
2. Adopted idea and picture.
3. My grateful to Indra Mirza for his donated.
4. Original Lyric and Video.

Au Revoir ....

Today...
When i were wake up, heard silenced on FM-radio a news about someone died ....
For moment i ignored,... but..
Then turn up tv, find a news channel.. waiting for a moment..its came clearly
First when i read the headlines of news, i was shock...
Its written .... King of Pop was died...!!!
Him... my idol when i was boy, 80's .... Michael Jackson...
He was die....

Some flashlight walking on my head, remembering about him was...
A few song from him that influence me when junior high school..
Thriller albums, black or white song, and etc.... it just a piece that i loved!

But now,
Was, i had write about something than inspired from his song,
A massage that scattering from his heart to everyone..
Holy and noble sentences to our minds

A hope that the world have changed..
Just like written in his song about better world..
... ' Heal the world...
...... Make it a better place ...
........ For you and for me and the entire human race '....
Heal the world - Michael Jackson
Album - History - Past, Present And Future


-------- Au revoir my friend, wish be Him with you ...

26th June '09
A love-note for Michael Jackson..


P/S :
1. Pic kidnapped from here....
2. Original lyric and music at here ...

...Proud..

A day before sunset coming down to landscape ...

Riding my bike to down-town Yogya, my eyes focusing something on side of sidewalk...

A statue situated in front of military museum, stand-hard like a rock on mountain

He had huge and long story following Indonesia, far away before i was born, written on school books that were i learned.

Before that day,
I was abandoned him just like simple cobble stone on roads
Ignoring him, lied about what his doing for resqueing and saving this republic
Keeping the honor of his people, bloody with his life and blood
Defense again colonialism and imperialism
So i can free and safe to breath on democratic today!

Patriot...
Conguer the dutchmen from Nusantara, then dispelled those from our lands
Display Merah Putih from Indonesia to the world...!
Singing Indonesia Raya...with Proud!!!



Yogyakarta, June, 20th 2009
My salut, respectfull for him, and for all heroic people on Indonesia



P/S :
1. Statue situated on Cik Ditiro Street
2. Inspired song : Bendera-Cokelat and Garuda Didadaku-Netral.

Priceless

Some people ask me...
what should you do for days without friends...
the answer is ... suffer!
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Sometimes we need friends for sharing, chit-chat, or even doing bad..
always smile for everything...never give up to support each other
for every myclosed-friends... reach your dream, and brought us into that..
... this is aspirated from friends ....

Smile

Ones upon time....

Before Leonardo da Vinci were paint his painting...

There is a painting that painted on java...

Try to tell how beautiful when Javanese girls smile...

... its call " Senyum Gadis Jawa "...

Original Java Flavor

In traditional java culture, a girl looks beautiful on me..
Sit on terrace of royal cemetery, with little sandals..
Wearing 'batik', traditional clothes ...
Her smile.... brought my hearth into sky...
wishes she ....

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Models : Cecilia Irma
Camera : Canon EOS 450D
Lens : Canon EF-S 18-55mm F/3.5-5.6
Filter : ---
Speed : 1/80
Diafrag : f/16
Date : 2009:06:14 13:15:17
ISO : 200